Just Breathe, Leese!

Posted: July 5, 2007 in Old Blogs

… yknow.


Sometimes I just need to get HUGGED INTO MINDLESSNESS. Today’s one of those days but since getting a  hug is going to be scarce, I have to settle for Evanescense. It’s the flip side of the coin but if I can’t be weak.. then I just have to be strong.

Today was THE worst motherfucking brutal day.  Honest to God :: so don’t think it’s a good idea to use “motherfucking” and “God” in the same sentence :: I have never had a day like this before… especially coming off the four days that weren’t that much better.

Here’s the thing in a nutshell about corporate America… they want you to bleed for them, but won’t offer you a band aid when you start to hemmorrage.

Demands are unreasonible.. deadlines are unrealistic.. and the expectation of 8 hours working IN the office and 5 hours working OUT of the office is now the norm.

Bottom line is that they only worry about the stuff getting done.. regardless of the expense to me.

Admittedly, it’s my own fault. I have this insane work ethic that drives me to complete anything handed to me…so basically, I dug my own grave.

JUST SAY NO didn’t work for Nancy Reagen and it sure as hell isn’t working for me.

On top of ALL that.. I’ve been sick as a dog. Not the norm sick.. and if I thought more about it it would probably freak me out but I’m my dad’s kid so I just push through but it hasn’t been easy.

I know my salary is up for review… and even though nobody ever thinks they get paid enough.. I’ve been around the block enough to know that I get paid an obscene amount of money to do something that comes relatively easy to me.. I also know that it’s going to change and not to my benefit.

I’m vested in August so I’m going to have to keep on the straight and narrow until then.

There’s no I in TEAM.. but there IS a ME.

All the talking me and Goober have been doing about starting our own firm? Yea.. well.. it’s about time we put a match underneath of it…

¸.•´¸.•*¨) ¸.•*¨)
(¸.•´ (¸.•´ .•´ ¸¸.•¨¯`•. Pass the blue pill.. no the green.. hell, just give me both!

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